God so many blogs

I may have to leave this blog right now. But I'm going to figure out how to connect this blog to my tumblr blog.

So what's the point

God why did I even buy his jersey? I feel very useless to him anyway. I don't even think he cares he cares if I'm his fan or not. I have a right mind throwing his jersey into the Colorado River. I saw on a twitter feed that he was seen with his fiancé at La Madeliene. I think great! WHAT THE FUCK IS HE DOING HERE IN AUSTIN!!!!!

I feel like Sydney Carton right about now

If you read "A Tale of Two Cities" you would know what I'm talking about. But in any case I'll elaborate more on that.

Long Lapse Isn't It

God I felt like a fool. I shouldn't have given you the music. You already had music. You are marrying a well-established musician. She's a country musician, blonde. Damn what the hell was I thinking giving you Elliot Smith, Bright Eyes and Sufjan Stevens. Oh I know what I was hoping to be your muse.

Believe me I was real saddened when I saw the woman you are going to marry. Unfortunately I found the photo. I felt like an ugly duckling. Of course you are a glamourous football player. What on earth would you be doing with a young artist who's working class.

Throughout Thanksgiving I was tempted to throw my photos and the football jersey over the Congress bridge into the Colorado River. I felt so useless.

Yoga for you and only you!

I was meaning to write this blog when I read this article on Jezebel.com which was something I relate to.

I started yoga when I was fresh out of college. I needed to do some exercise and I was horrible in team sports. I remember when I was young I was teased and hassled for my athletic ability. I thought I didn't have any but there was this one product mentions there's an athlete in all of us.

I did yoga at a local LA Fitness and this yoga instructor named Lola was eccentric. She did know her yoga practice. The only problem was she favored the flexible, skinny people over the ones that weren't. She would place "good ones" in the front as an example. So eventually I felt left out but for some strange reason I kept practicing with her. So I stopped taking yoga with her and gave up for the next 4 years.

I moved to Austin TX and I found Yoga Yoga. There the teachers were more supportive than the one I had previously and I gained my confidence back.

But no matter what place you choose to practice yoga, make sure you find a teacher that is willing to work with and understand your limitations. A teacher should never favor one person over another. Importantly - YOGA IS FOR EVERYONE!

Yoga is not competitive which was the reason I stuck with it and I love it.

Namaste

So...

I've been addicting to rowing and being a part of the Austin Rowing Club. Also I've been dealing with the hell of owning a home and trying to stay cool in the heat. One of the many things that I'm grateful for taking rowing is that I become acclimated to the heat. Thank god....

I hate when I forget...

I had all these cool things to write about buy I never came around to log on and write it on the blog. I'm still rowing which is one of the best things I have done in awhile. I'm on one crew, the Bladerunners, but I want to join as many crews as possible. I just love the idea that I'm close to the Colorado River/Town Lake and there is also a river/lake in the middle of Austin. Damn I love Austin, TX.

I can't believe that Matt Bellamy of MUSE is going out with Kate Hudson. I don't mind him going out with another woman after his break up with Gaia Polloni but he had to pick Kate Hudson. I find it hilarious that she was interested in Thom Yorke but he was very unresponsive. I didn't know that Matt split up with Gaia until the whole thing with him and Kate Hudson came about. Gaia and Matt was suppose to have a happy ending but it didn't and I was sad for both of them. They went out for the longest time. I just want Matt to be happy and I don't want him to get hurt.